Sunday, March 27, 2005
"He is not here; for He is risen."
matthew 28:6
Jesus took my place on the cross to give me a place in heaven for eternity.
on Easter Day the veil between time and eternity thins to gossamer.
char 3/27/2005 10:50:00 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
rediscovered some drawings my brother made for me over these years. always so beautiful and they still tug at my heart.
found my spygame mission card! remembered the council's paltry attempt in getting the j1s to make new friends. the one where we were supposed to locate and eliminate the target with the phrase "Spygame, you're out!" i'm not joking.
remembered ange being caught by maximillian one hour after the game commenced, remembered gra being caught in the canteen by some prc i think and hollering "damn i look good!" when she saw her mug shot photo on the card, remembered myself sprinting away from joyce out of the canteen into the drizzle, all ready to drop my bag.
remembered zuo ma!!!!
looked through photos
prom and last-day-of-school's
autographed! official rfc memorabilia
our rfc poem we wrote in chinese class
the famous first lines
ronald ronald
i like you like i like mcdonald!
you are my happy meal
such a good deal
you make me feel so surreal!
helped to cheer me up :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
rediscovered some drawings my brother made for me over these years. always so beautiful and they still tug at my heart.
found my spygame mission card! remembered the council's paltry attempt in getting the j1s to make new friends. the one where we were supposed to locate and eliminate the target with the phrase "Spygame, you're out!" i'm not joking.
remembered ange being caught by maximillian one hour after the game commenced, remembered gra being caught in the canteen by some prc i think and hollering "damn i look good!" when she saw her mug shot photo on the card, remembered myself sprinting away from joyce out of the canteen into the drizzle, all ready to drop my bag.
remembered zuo ma!!!!
looked through photos
prom and last-day-of-school's
autographed! official rfc memorabilia
our rfc poem we wrote in chinese class
the famous first lines
ronald ronald
i like you like i like mcdonald!
you are my happy meal
such a good deal
you make me feel so surreal!
helped to cheer me up :)
char 3/22/2005 01:13:00 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
i'm tired.
Monday, March 21, 2005
i'm tired.
char 3/21/2005 10:58:00 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
sometimes i wish the advice i give myself could come as freely and as sensibly as the advice i give others.
yet i've realised that the problems that plague me aren't all that different from the problems of people around me.
so i guess in the end,
words of advice are mostly platitudes. all of us really know deep in our hearts what counts and what we'd do in the end, no matter how much others sway or persuade us.
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.
to a darling friend, i'm rooting for you, we're all rooting for you. and when you know the big guy up there's rooting for you as well, you know you're in good hands :)
hold on.
Saturday, March 19, 2005
sometimes i wish the advice i give myself could come as freely and as sensibly as the advice i give others.
yet i've realised that the problems that plague me aren't all that different from the problems of people around me.
so i guess in the end,
words of advice are mostly platitudes. all of us really know deep in our hearts what counts and what we'd do in the end, no matter how much others sway or persuade us.
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.
to a darling friend, i'm rooting for you, we're all rooting for you. and when you know the big guy up there's rooting for you as well, you know you're in good hands :)
hold on.
char 3/19/2005 04:19:00 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i finally watched my heffalump movie today! and it's just so so so cute i don't care if i sound like i'm regressing and i don't care if people like jac think that pooh is confined to little kids cuz it's really the sweetest thing ever! and i know jayne agrees with me haha because both of us cried. that makes it the 2nd cartoon i've ever cried at so that means it's GOOD.
to the uninformed this is lumpy!
lumpy the heffalump, not lumpy with reference to my boobs or fats you dummies.
and i really really want this! someone,anyone.please?
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i finally watched my heffalump movie today! and it's just so so so cute i don't care if i sound like i'm regressing and i don't care if people like jac think that pooh is confined to little kids cuz it's really the sweetest thing ever! and i know jayne agrees with me haha because both of us cried. that makes it the 2nd cartoon i've ever cried at so that means it's GOOD.
to the uninformed this is lumpy!
lumpy the heffalump, not lumpy with reference to my boobs or fats you dummies.
and i really really want this! someone,anyone.please?
char 3/15/2005 06:17:00 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
exams are, and have always been, a load of bull.
i hereby reinstate that after spots today.
moving around 50 (readme FIFTY) stations staring at chopped up body parts, mistaking pubic hair for a beard, trying to squeeze out any last fragment of information i'd
managed to conserve and playing serious rounds of guessing games, with the incessant bell ringing in the background every crazy 30 seconds or so. the feeling of not having a clue about what the damned muscle/nerve/artery/duct is and the feeling of not being able to do anything about it. or even being able to go back and think more later.
it just gets to you real bad, so bad.
oh.well.
looking on the brighter side of things
count my happy blessings for today!
1. i bought the shirt van told me about (thanks vann! luck with your spots just don't mistk the vagina for the face and you'll be fine)
2.i'm in a faculty with some of the nicest sweetest ever people around :)
3.Ca's are over! c'mon whoop for joy with me!
and the medical acronyms we use to help us remember stuff make me laugh too
branches of facial nerve: temporal zygomatic buccal mandibular cervical
-the zebra bit my cow/c*nt/cock
cranial nerves: olfactory optic occulomotor trochlear trigeminal abducent facial vestibulocochlear glossopharyngeal vagus accessory hypoglossal
-oh oh oh! to touch and feel virgin girl's v*gina and hymen
sensory/motor/both sensory and motor cranial nerves
-some say marry money but my brother says big breasts matter most
and male pseudohermaphroditism due to no Testosterone,Enzyme,Receptor
-TER
haha what a coincidence.
terence i'm joking you know that right. you're all redblooded He-Man and LUSTY hahaha!
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
exams are, and have always been, a load of bull.
i hereby reinstate that after spots today.
moving around 50 (readme FIFTY) stations staring at chopped up body parts, mistaking pubic hair for a beard, trying to squeeze out any last fragment of information i'd
managed to conserve and playing serious rounds of guessing games, with the incessant bell ringing in the background every crazy 30 seconds or so. the feeling of not having a clue about what the damned muscle/nerve/artery/duct is and the feeling of not being able to do anything about it. or even being able to go back and think more later.
it just gets to you real bad, so bad.
oh.well.
looking on the brighter side of things
count my happy blessings for today!
1. i bought the shirt van told me about (thanks vann! luck with your spots just don't mistk the vagina for the face and you'll be fine)
2.i'm in a faculty with some of the nicest sweetest ever people around :)
3.Ca's are over! c'mon whoop for joy with me!
and the medical acronyms we use to help us remember stuff make me laugh too
branches of facial nerve: temporal zygomatic buccal mandibular cervical
-the zebra bit my cow/c*nt/cock
cranial nerves: olfactory optic occulomotor trochlear trigeminal abducent facial vestibulocochlear glossopharyngeal vagus accessory hypoglossal
-oh oh oh! to touch and feel virgin girl's v*gina and hymen
sensory/motor/both sensory and motor cranial nerves
-some say marry money but my brother says big breasts matter most
and male pseudohermaphroditism due to no Testosterone,Enzyme,Receptor
-TER
haha what a coincidence.
terence i'm joking you know that right. you're all redblooded He-Man and LUSTY hahaha!