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Sunday, June 27, 2004 am i thinking too much? i don't know. char 6/27/2004 11:57:00 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004 i really did want to give my dad something this father's day and i really did mull over what to get him since i missed giving something to him on his birthday and had to work too so i couldn't go for his birthday dinner. and it's honestly the absolute worst feeling in the world seeing your dad's crestfallen face when you didn't even have a present to present. that's why it was so important to me that i got him something extra nice this time round. so it hurt when you gave my present a once over, then immediately declared it as too small. and when i pestered you to just try it you chided me for being irritating. and while just seconds ago i thought my joy would never stop bubbling over, i surprised myself by letting the tears fall. and maybe you were tired after helping me host my party, maybe i was being a tad too noisy and persistent, but if there's anything i've learnt, that is that a daughter genuinely loves her father, with a certain love, an untainted love so pure so true, come what may. and a daughter will always want her father's approval in every thing she does even if she tries hard to deny it. and i did learn something about myself this father's day: i'm just like any other daughter, who's eager to please and who loves her dad so very much. char 6/21/2004 11:34:00 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2004 may you discover lovely places, bright new joys and smiling faces. may your parth be bright with flowers memories, friends and beautiful hours. may you cherish contentment's pleasures, sweet old loves, familiar treasures and may blessings come from heaven above to fill your day with peace and love staying a spinster, is not what you'll be, trust me char, you will soon see will chih chiang come to haunt you for life? and ask you to be his future wife? as 19 crazy years have passed you by char i wish you a happy birthday and joy at chachacha! i have the best friends in the whole wide world :) char 6/20/2004 04:57:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004 feeling grateful because joyce was actually really nice today and she cooked all of us mee rebus. and the people at cha i worked with today are really nice. and the best bit! joyce is going away for 2 weeks! feeling screwed inside outside and upside down because my ct has found my class blog in which i am guilty of having significant contributions to the bitch(about your ct)fest. which explains my chionging to school first thing tomorrow to retrieve my alevel cert before she rips it to smithereens. something i've been thinking about from jostein gaarder's the ringmaster's daughter: i didn't feel lonely until there was something to yearn for. loneliness and longing are two sides of the same coin. char 6/18/2004 12:36:00 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2004 I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain Cause Im broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain Cause Im broken when I’m open And I dont feel like I am strong enough Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome And I dont feel right when you’re gone away Cause Im broken when I’m open And I dont feel like I am strong enough Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome And I dont feel light when you’re gone away broken.seether char 6/17/2004 10:55:00 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004 i'm 19! and thanks to everybody who made the 15th of June a really lovely day for me! aiyohhh..don't know didn't do much yday either but i just felt that it was special larh. spending it with people that really count, pity my parents weren't in town tho :( and spending it with God at the tabernacle worship. though plmg is damn friggin' far and it ended so late, jac! i gotta get myself off your parents' hate list man, confirmed guaranteed with a chop they do they do!! blah. anyway worship was sooo good. and the poignancy of it all, really confessing my sins realigning my goals and renewing my mind and spirit on my birthday itself. not to mention screwing up mabel's bday song ahha but thank you muchly my darling leader. and the whole sflc is back in town! haha yayy finally we aren't like at opposite ends of the world or somewhere in between...let's go use that that free partyworld voucher soon! and get the most outta the stupidbadasspimpingMONEYSUCKERS at partyworld. and mel ange and van you 3 are still struck off my party list unless you do smth to substantiate that $20 present! haha no larh i'll just serve 3 of you one drink each and that's all you're gonna get. shit i need to get desmond to teach me how to make margaritas.. char 6/16/2004 06:58:00 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004 get this! from http://medsoc.org.sg/foc/ Jam n Hop Get down and shake your bon-bons at the most happening bash of the year! The party animals of Pharmacy, Dentistry and Medicine faculties will put their heads together to bring you one bash that's just hot, Hot, HOT!! Watch out for the crowning of the Sexiest Dance Duo! hurhurhur. char 6/14/2004 01:47:00 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2004 wow looky haven't blogged since the 27th, scuse me while i unscrew myself from this rut of inertia. some update: back from thailand the land of a million smiles, dior fakes and funky flip flops. and what did i return with? two measely tshirts! and they aren't even fakes! i'm losing my midas touch, and i half suspect van! bought everything worth buying there. And i'm still reeling from seasickness, this will probably be my last cruise trip in a very long time. i sound horribly cynical don't i. nah it wasn't that bad it was actually rather fun. and my latest rant, joyce you are a bitch!! eat dirt!! delphia get back here okay so you can tell me how to ward off evil lady bosses of the worst kind. so far the crucifix and garlic wreaths aren't working. and char, i'm scared of spinsterhood too. did i just say that. char 6/12/2004 12:18:00 AM
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