Friday, October 31, 2003
halloween today, this motley crew comprising of a witch, a prince charming and the grim reaper just came by trick or treating. and my maid proceeded to give the kiddos sotong. like fried cuttlefish? what a scream. haha bet it was a hit with them.
one year my mum tried to give sour plums. i mean like it's all in the good spirit of all hallow's eve, you'd think she'd give something more substantial like normal candy and chocolates but no she has to give residue cny stuf haha
char 10/31/2003 09:04:00 PM
feeling so wasted now. chem energetics and mutant beans tend to have that effect on me. gah and i'm startin to get pissed again!! help help haha nvm rap rap rap..gotta make it rhyme 1st. yday the mcdonald's crowd had a go at my rap, and it sure didn't go along the lines of i'm lovin' it. arrrrgggghhh pissedddd.
feeling so wasted now. chem energetics and mutant beans tend to have that effect on me. gah and i'm startin to get pissed again!! help help haha nvm rap rap rap..gotta make it rhyme 1st. yday the mcdonald's crowd had a go at my rap, and it sure didn't go along the lines of i'm lovin' it. arrrrgggghhh pissedddd.
char 10/31/2003 03:44:00 PM
a little boy, having missed his bus because of tangled shoe strings, looked at the nearby man with tear-filled eyes and asked, "do you untie knots?"
"yes", said the man.
Jesus says the same.
life gets tangled. people mess up. we never outgrow the urge to look up and say "help?" no matter how little or big the knot, Jesus is always saying "yes" to our request. And He is able to do more than we can imagine when we leave the knots in His hands.
/max lucado
"now to him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us... " ephesians 3:20
a little boy, having missed his bus because of tangled shoe strings, looked at the nearby man with tear-filled eyes and asked, "do you untie knots?"
"yes", said the man.
Jesus says the same.
life gets tangled. people mess up. we never outgrow the urge to look up and say "help?" no matter how little or big the knot, Jesus is always saying "yes" to our request. And He is able to do more than we can imagine when we leave the knots in His hands.
/max lucado
"now to him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us... " ephesians 3:20
char 10/31/2003 12:40:00 PM
Monday, October 27, 2003
yux and i do not appreciate non-mg girls borrowing our mg uniform. yux yux yux.
Monday, October 27, 2003
yux and i do not appreciate non-mg girls borrowing our mg uniform. yux yux yux.
char 10/27/2003 10:57:00 PM
got my lobang of the day: 16, count them, blank cds from my dear miss ong lh herself. hahah and you thought i couldn't stoop any lower...fleecing off my ct, and ms ong no less. then she was like yeah you can have them provided you burn a music cd for me. and flashback to the time not so long ago when ange van and i wanted to burn a compilation for her for teacher's day with songs like who let the dogs out and i'm a hazard to myself, you get the idea. so our little venture might actually materialise haha! best thing is the cd is free with compliments from ong. anyway my guess is we won't have time to burn the cd so i'll just make do with a dedication to her here haha! so ms ong this is for yooooou....thanks for all the bio remedials
8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have
And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes 'em with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!
Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
sweeeet.
got my lobang of the day: 16, count them, blank cds from my dear miss ong lh herself. hahah and you thought i couldn't stoop any lower...fleecing off my ct, and ms ong no less. then she was like yeah you can have them provided you burn a music cd for me. and flashback to the time not so long ago when ange van and i wanted to burn a compilation for her for teacher's day with songs like who let the dogs out and i'm a hazard to myself, you get the idea. so our little venture might actually materialise haha! best thing is the cd is free with compliments from ong. anyway my guess is we won't have time to burn the cd so i'll just make do with a dedication to her here haha! so ms ong this is for yooooou....thanks for all the bio remedials
8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have
And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes 'em with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!
Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
sweeeet.
char 10/27/2003 10:46:00 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2003
just came back from church today, and i don't know but i feel very edified, and inexplicably much much happier than i've been for the past wk. hmm. haha anyway yeps disclaimer: i don't hate anybody! yeah i really don't...and i'm really really very thankful that i'm a christian at this point of my life. i've realised how much easier it is to forgive, to bless and not curse, when i've got God in my life. cuz in Him i'm assured of His promises for me, and even amidst all the transience of life i know that i'm clinging on to someone eternal and steadfast, and that indeed He has far greater things in store for me. so whatever assholic monkey crap life throws at me, i know that if God is for me, who can be against me! yayyay :) yknow it really just helps sooooo much to think that everything happens in His time, and that He is good to all who love him haha and seriously i can be strong and i can be happy because it is Him from whom i derive all my strength and all my joy and really, nothing else matters when you commit it to God. i was worried a few days ago that my joy was like self-deluding but right now i'm just so convicted that my joy is genuine. and anyways who says i've lost anything? i think i've gained! owells to each his own heh. so thank You God i really really love You and i'm really not gona let go of You now cuz all along You've been holding on to me and not letting go so yep i'm gona repay the favour :) :) and i feel rather guilty now cuz i realised that i haven't been giving cell top priority of late..and it's worse when all your cell members are just such wunnerfool and sweet darlings and here i am not replying smses, coming up with lame excuses for skipping meetings, etc etc you name it i've done it. sometimes i wish i could be as sweet as jo, as patient and as unassuming as mabel, but it's honestly so hard larh. nvm i'm gona try haha and i'm gona love everybody from now on so yeeeeap. gona sleep well tonight. peace out :)
Saturday, October 25, 2003
just came back from church today, and i don't know but i feel very edified, and inexplicably much much happier than i've been for the past wk. hmm. haha anyway yeps disclaimer: i don't hate anybody! yeah i really don't...and i'm really really very thankful that i'm a christian at this point of my life. i've realised how much easier it is to forgive, to bless and not curse, when i've got God in my life. cuz in Him i'm assured of His promises for me, and even amidst all the transience of life i know that i'm clinging on to someone eternal and steadfast, and that indeed He has far greater things in store for me. so whatever assholic monkey crap life throws at me, i know that if God is for me, who can be against me! yayyay :) yknow it really just helps sooooo much to think that everything happens in His time, and that He is good to all who love him haha and seriously i can be strong and i can be happy because it is Him from whom i derive all my strength and all my joy and really, nothing else matters when you commit it to God. i was worried a few days ago that my joy was like self-deluding but right now i'm just so convicted that my joy is genuine. and anyways who says i've lost anything? i think i've gained! owells to each his own heh. so thank You God i really really love You and i'm really not gona let go of You now cuz all along You've been holding on to me and not letting go so yep i'm gona repay the favour :) :) and i feel rather guilty now cuz i realised that i haven't been giving cell top priority of late..and it's worse when all your cell members are just such wunnerfool and sweet darlings and here i am not replying smses, coming up with lame excuses for skipping meetings, etc etc you name it i've done it. sometimes i wish i could be as sweet as jo, as patient and as unassuming as mabel, but it's honestly so hard larh. nvm i'm gona try haha and i'm gona love everybody from now on so yeeeeap. gona sleep well tonight. peace out :)
char 10/25/2003 11:13:00 PM
Friday, October 24, 2003
this is for a, friend.
friendship in my context has always been based on trust and transparency. and i intend for it to stay that way. please don't leave clues strewn around for me to sniff and pick up like a dog. save yourself the trouble and save me the time. and i don't need people calling up to check on me. the last things i'd appreciate now are indirect apologies and cowardice. if you really want to know, i am fine and happy, because i believe no one, least of all you, has the right to make me feel bitter, angry and resentful. so it is in all sincerity that i wish you the best in your new relationship, and i'm sure that by this time, it has lasted for more than 4 days. i am only disappointed because obviously, our friendship meant much less to you than it did to me.
and please, please. don't bother construeing explanations. you've done all the explaining there is to do.
Friday, October 24, 2003
this is for a, friend.
friendship in my context has always been based on trust and transparency. and i intend for it to stay that way. please don't leave clues strewn around for me to sniff and pick up like a dog. save yourself the trouble and save me the time. and i don't need people calling up to check on me. the last things i'd appreciate now are indirect apologies and cowardice. if you really want to know, i am fine and happy, because i believe no one, least of all you, has the right to make me feel bitter, angry and resentful. so it is in all sincerity that i wish you the best in your new relationship, and i'm sure that by this time, it has lasted for more than 4 days. i am only disappointed because obviously, our friendship meant much less to you than it did to me.
and please, please. don't bother construeing explanations. you've done all the explaining there is to do.
char 10/24/2003 01:37:00 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
thankew del ahha yarh man wassup with the unlucky 4 numbers i tell you it's damn inauspicious...is it mere coincidence or what! bizarre. gona stay far far away from those nos from now on if anyone wants to know what 4D nos not to buy sms me. hehheh yarps i'm happy :) i really am
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
thankew del ahha yarh man wassup with the unlucky 4 numbers i tell you it's damn inauspicious...is it mere coincidence or what! bizarre. gona stay far far away from those nos from now on if anyone wants to know what 4D nos not to buy sms me. hehheh yarps i'm happy :) i really am
char 10/22/2003 01:31:00 AM
And when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for light
I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
And when you wanted blood
I cut my veins
And when you wanted love
I bled myself again
Now that I've had my fill of you
I'll give you up forever
And here I go far away
I know you'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
Then a vision came to me
When you came along
I gave you everything
But then you wanted more
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
Now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
audioslave
t u r n m y v i s i o n s i n t o g o l d !!!
to have and hold
And when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for light
I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
And when you wanted blood
I cut my veins
And when you wanted love
I bled myself again
Now that I've had my fill of you
I'll give you up forever
And here I go far away
I know you'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
Then a vision came to me
When you came along
I gave you everything
But then you wanted more
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
Now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
audioslave
t u r n m y v i s i o n s i n t o g o l d !!!
to have and hold
char 10/22/2003 01:25:00 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
zi and i came up with a daaaammmn rocking cheer man. hahah can even sing it to the hc school song. hahaha yayyay now i'll jus hafta sing it 24-7 :)
wayang down the road. think it's mr lim tai see's birthday.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
zi and i came up with a daaaammmn rocking cheer man. hahah can even sing it to the hc school song. hahaha yayyay now i'll jus hafta sing it 24-7 :)
wayang down the road. think it's mr lim tai see's birthday.
char 10/21/2003 11:13:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2003
there seems to be some ongoing debate within my friendster testimonials: this house believes that charmaine is not a bimbo. i am obviously for proposition. dammit. hahaha
Monday, October 20, 2003
there seems to be some ongoing debate within my friendster testimonials: this house believes that charmaine is not a bimbo. i am obviously for proposition. dammit. hahaha
char 10/20/2003 07:41:00 PM
Friday, October 17, 2003
round a circle, numbering 25 odd
on a day of uncertainty, yet of hope
a surreptitious glance, who may this be?
begin this story, a wondrous jubilee..
to the someone whom which this might sound familiar, thanks for the poem. it really brought back sepia toned memories, memories that make me go all misty-eyed
i'll miss hwachong.
i'll miss 02s72.
Friday, October 17, 2003
round a circle, numbering 25 odd
on a day of uncertainty, yet of hope
a surreptitious glance, who may this be?
begin this story, a wondrous jubilee..
to the someone whom which this might sound familiar, thanks for the poem. it really brought back sepia toned memories, memories that make me go all misty-eyed
i'll miss hwachong.
i'll miss 02s72.
char 10/17/2003 05:53:00 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2003
blueberry waffles drizzled with maple syrup rock :) ahah anyway yes i decided to post smth here so people won't think i've gone down the same path that many others have decided to take eg disabling my connection so i can focus on studying. i'm very behind. very very behind. aikes i need to regain momentum mans! haha but how to regain when i never actually had it. -wry laughter- shucks if yall read this please please! remind me to study thanks..
today school was all about madcap photo taking frenzies, my class is soo extremely lagging! zi was like...why are yall taking now? my class took photos 1 mth ago. haha and we were prob the only people going trigger happy larh, and i mean trigger happy. and the day passed by with SHH aka ange's clone sailing into view like 3/4s of the time, with his come-hither glances whilst looking so pensive, but aRGH we couldn't get a single good shot!!!! i'm serious the guy was playing so hard to get!!! each time was so close yet so far, haha but i managed 2 rather commendable pix of the amicizia candidates. and of GBG. my hand was shaking rather violently tho, i can't take these sorta photos calmly i really can't. oh and managed to take 1 of my idol in the ava room hahaha if my idol is reading this the rfc wants to take a picture with you!! would you pretty please so very kindly oblige? haha yux. i'm sleeepyy...
Thursday, October 16, 2003
blueberry waffles drizzled with maple syrup rock :) ahah anyway yes i decided to post smth here so people won't think i've gone down the same path that many others have decided to take eg disabling my connection so i can focus on studying. i'm very behind. very very behind. aikes i need to regain momentum mans! haha but how to regain when i never actually had it. -wry laughter- shucks if yall read this please please! remind me to study thanks..
today school was all about madcap photo taking frenzies, my class is soo extremely lagging! zi was like...why are yall taking now? my class took photos 1 mth ago. haha and we were prob the only people going trigger happy larh, and i mean trigger happy. and the day passed by with SHH aka ange's clone sailing into view like 3/4s of the time, with his come-hither glances whilst looking so pensive, but aRGH we couldn't get a single good shot!!!! i'm serious the guy was playing so hard to get!!! each time was so close yet so far, haha but i managed 2 rather commendable pix of the amicizia candidates. and of GBG. my hand was shaking rather violently tho, i can't take these sorta photos calmly i really can't. oh and managed to take 1 of my idol in the ava room hahaha if my idol is reading this the rfc wants to take a picture with you!! would you pretty please so very kindly oblige? haha yux. i'm sleeepyy...
char 10/16/2003 03:50:00 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2003
scandalscandalscandalscandal!!!!
Thursday, October 09, 2003
scandalscandalscandalscandal!!!!
char 10/09/2003 06:53:00 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
you are the burning
the flame that is turning
my smouldering ash into a bird
so stay close my brother
i couldn't stand the loss
you are the bridge of action
i need you to help me cross
i need you to help me
so when you break,
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me
my hand that is breaking
is the hand that is making
all the dead things in me grow
a gift of a holy loss
this burning at the dross
why do you set out to break the one thing
the one thing i have to give
its hard to believe that i could
that i should begin again
but i know your heart is a hand
so when i break
your arms you'll take hold of me
you know my heart is a hand that takes hold of you
so when you break
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me
so when you break
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me.
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
you are the burning
the flame that is turning
my smouldering ash into a bird
so stay close my brother
i couldn't stand the loss
you are the bridge of action
i need you to help me cross
i need you to help me
so when you break,
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me
my hand that is breaking
is the hand that is making
all the dead things in me grow
a gift of a holy loss
this burning at the dross
why do you set out to break the one thing
the one thing i have to give
its hard to believe that i could
that i should begin again
but i know your heart is a hand
so when i break
your arms you'll take hold of me
you know my heart is a hand that takes hold of you
so when you break
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me
so when you break
my arms i'll take hold of you
i know your heart is a hand that takes hold of me.
char 10/07/2003 11:10:00 PM
eyes wide open all the time
just like a drug store in the city
where she walks the streets at night
why do i always do things like that to myself..
anyway i'm amazed at the number of people i've met today who don't know what's a blow job. all along i've assumed it was common knowledge since sec 2 or smth but yuying hsien and jess didn't know what it is. haha. but i think yuying was faking ignorance. anyway it was so damn bloody embarassing when jess shouted out what's a blow job in front of this j1 softballer, great so now he prob thinks we're a bunch of weirdo j2s who don't know what blow jobs are. if jess had shouted that out 10 seconds earlier 2 other j1s from waterpolo would have heard it. wooot. hsien if you're reading this i'm serious just ask mingm** or sand** or maybe even rob*n, i'm sure they'll appreciate you asking, maybe they'll help you more than we did today hahaha. and like jayne said it could be bad it could be good it's just all relative.
talked to my idol from 9.25 pm-12.31 am yesterday! :)
eyes wide open all the time
just like a drug store in the city
where she walks the streets at night
why do i always do things like that to myself..
anyway i'm amazed at the number of people i've met today who don't know what's a blow job. all along i've assumed it was common knowledge since sec 2 or smth but yuying hsien and jess didn't know what it is. haha. but i think yuying was faking ignorance. anyway it was so damn bloody embarassing when jess shouted out what's a blow job in front of this j1 softballer, great so now he prob thinks we're a bunch of weirdo j2s who don't know what blow jobs are. if jess had shouted that out 10 seconds earlier 2 other j1s from waterpolo would have heard it. wooot. hsien if you're reading this i'm serious just ask mingm** or sand** or maybe even rob*n, i'm sure they'll appreciate you asking, maybe they'll help you more than we did today hahaha. and like jayne said it could be bad it could be good it's just all relative.
talked to my idol from 9.25 pm-12.31 am yesterday! :)
char 10/07/2003 05:54:00 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2003
back from goodwood park, was the grand ol matriach's birthday bash. and as usual conversation revolved around studies studies and studies. sigh how stressful. anyway i swam a cool 20 laps today! that's 1 entire kilometre for yer :) haha pathetic, tis wk swam like 30 laps since my virgin swimming experience in the chinese high pool on thurs, beats me why i like doing things i hardly ever do normally when i'm supposed to be studying, like swimming, playing the piano, anything to stall the studying huh.
and i've sworn allegiance to sixpence none the richer. wonder what took me so long to get their album. matt slocum writes the most beautiful lyrics and leigh nash has such an ethereal voice full of delicate nuance.
anyway char! chester!!!! i don't get it!!! i watched the somewhere i belong video and i seriously don't get it. girl you know i love you and all but wHy! this is gona take a while to convince me along with the papaya body butter. now rob bourdon he's not half bad. and i don't see why hugh grant and prince willie are on your dish list and johnny depp and beckham aren't.
Sunday, October 05, 2003
back from goodwood park, was the grand ol matriach's birthday bash. and as usual conversation revolved around studies studies and studies. sigh how stressful. anyway i swam a cool 20 laps today! that's 1 entire kilometre for yer :) haha pathetic, tis wk swam like 30 laps since my virgin swimming experience in the chinese high pool on thurs, beats me why i like doing things i hardly ever do normally when i'm supposed to be studying, like swimming, playing the piano, anything to stall the studying huh.
and i've sworn allegiance to sixpence none the richer. wonder what took me so long to get their album. matt slocum writes the most beautiful lyrics and leigh nash has such an ethereal voice full of delicate nuance.
anyway char! chester!!!! i don't get it!!! i watched the somewhere i belong video and i seriously don't get it. girl you know i love you and all but wHy! this is gona take a while to convince me along with the papaya body butter. now rob bourdon he's not half bad. and i don't see why hugh grant and prince willie are on your dish list and johnny depp and beckham aren't.