Sunday, April 27, 2003


getting rather hyped up about syf. i know, i dread it and all, but i'm still kinda looking forward to it? it's ambivalence larh. was just thinking about it over dinner just now. the thrill of performing, the high i get from actually nailing a song right down to its last detail, the feeling of knowing that we did the song right. don't ask me how i know. i just do. then again the feeling of knowing that we sucked might entail.argh.last syf was in 2001. when mg got into finals and how we (the comm) were exhilarated because it was our year. haha yeah. oh man starting to get reaally piped up. haha actually i do think the songs are coming into place...regardless of what ms lim says. i think we can produce umm ear candy if we feel like it. ok but i won't say any more for fear that i'd jinx it.

anyway i'm seriously on a guilt trip now..thanks to bernia.just yesterday she came for practice late, all flustered and red, then proceeded to distribute a 5 page thick stack of notes, compiled from all the sectional leaders' notes. how she managed to read mine never ceases to amaze me. and i was just stunned by the poor girl's painstaking effort. when it should have been the sectional leaders' job. shanci and i were in awe and were walking in guilty silence when i told her that i felt damn bad. and shanci was like yeah since when did an sl's job become a president's. oops?

i can deal with 9 more days.


char 4/27/2003 11:21:00 PM






bernia just msged asking if i've got ideas for the 14 counts before we end impressions. so i entered "sing like gamelan" into google search. you could say that i've reached the end of my rope.

9 days to syf.

whoo-pee.


char 4/27/2003 07:40:00 PM




Friday, April 25, 2003


oooh boomspeed now you've gotten me really angry.

my blog will soon be revamped due to the closure of my (incompetent) photo host

sorry about the flying boxes.


char 4/25/2003 01:12:00 PM




Tuesday, April 22, 2003


The scent of vaseline
In the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small
When I begin to cry

I think God can explain


char 4/22/2003 10:42:00 PM




Sunday, April 20, 2003


pwetty :)



char 4/20/2003 09:36:00 AM




Friday, April 18, 2003


today's good friday :) and in my opinion it was spent really well...woke up this morning early to head for botanic gardens to have cell and it was dratted hot. it was so terrible walking up to the pavilion that when yunde and i actually reached it in its gleaming white glory it was as though we'd reached nirvana. speaking of yunde i do so love that girl. she brings me so much joy whenever i'm with her and her laughter's just so contagious. anyway so when we reached we started playing some icebreakers, followed by worship. and i was leading it...yup initially i didn't feel up to it. actually told mabel that i didn't feel good leading and could she please scrap it but she didn't let me go so easily. and rather than resisting i just gave in because i was just too tired to argue. and worship was in one word good. given my general mood for the week. and i really felt that God's presence was there. it wasn't just an intuition. as i'd shared my primary concern is that i'd try too hard to impress rather than give God the kind of glory He duly deserves. but this time i felt as if i was really spirit-led...and feedback later was that people were touched and some cried. but yes the glory is never mine but God's alone. and it helped that reina was there as my co-leader. it was amazing to be in His presence singing His name with His people on bent knees. the soft breeze blowing into the pavilion, the trees catching and filtering the sunlight: you just know that you're in the right place at the right time.
then after lunch i immersed myself in anna sui heaven aka dfs galleria. i love anna sui to bits. haha. out of point.

happy good friday and easter everyone :) keep the faith and run His race, knowing that we'll finish as victors

Emmanuel
God is with us
Prince of Peace
Mighty One
the ever-living God




char 4/18/2003 08:48:00 PM




Monday, April 14, 2003


I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory.
Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.
My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings.
My soul clings to you;
your right hand upholds me.
psalm 63



fly me away on wings of gossamer, exquisite and empyreal.

my knees are bowed in crypt and shrine in sweet surrender.


char 4/14/2003 12:14:00 PM




Sunday, April 13, 2003







I'm a Moonflower. I only bloom at night and I'm pollinated by moths. Kinky, huh? This flower means "I dream of love" and I do.
What bloom are you? by Polly_Snodgrass



char 4/13/2003 02:17:00 AM






addiction

oh dear yahoo auctions are really doing me in. i'm hooked on that site!! gawsh it's really shopper's paradise all in the comfort of my own home. i even get some sort of drive from winning an auction oh gawd the irony is really killing me -----Congratulations! You have WON the auction Brand new!!Authentic Anna Sui Miniature Fragrance :). please transfer $20 into my bank account by the next 3 days or i will post negative feedback.----- oh and DO notice the smilie. you really can't get more sarkastik than that. Since when did winning have strings attached. and since when did winning entail such hardship for my wallet. damns i need self-control!


char 4/13/2003 01:31:00 AM




Saturday, April 12, 2003


i need cash fast. fast! and now!


char 4/12/2003 12:10:00 AM




Friday, April 11, 2003





you're high art. you're about lesbians and heroin and take place in new york. how trendy.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.





Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela


char 4/11/2003 07:47:00 PM




Thursday, April 10, 2003


mmm i shall post something slightly longer today. in response to del's complaint that i don't blog often. yeah school reopened yesterday. felt terribly pessimistic and was rightly pissed off, even when my parents were being effusive and ebullient at 7 am in the morning. 7 am!!! what an ungodly hour. so yup school started with the tutors doing their rounds, asking us if we'd been to guangdong/hongkong/toronto/one of those sars stricken cities.miss ong looking very pleased with herself as she went down the row. and robin exclaiming that he lives next to tts and actually walked right into it without a mask. it'd have been nice if he wasn't standing behind me as he said that. and then when mrs chin asked all those who went overseas during the break jianghai who was standing next to me stepped out. omg. anyway then we proceeded to some class to read Time...my loner syndrome was kicking in i don't know why. just couldn't get into the momentum of school just yet. then some misunderstanding caused us to be late in getting to b205, and miss ong just had to stand from the 2nd level to scream at the class. "02S72 30 seconds here or else!" and later she scrawled don't mess with me on the board. take it from me, that woman is such a nehneh it's almost funny.

then later during recess, we were sitting in the canteen. Spotted a prowling reporter and a cameraman. grace started doing peace signs in his direction until he actually spotted her doing that. and started aiming his silly canon EOS 500N at us. it was damn funny. picture him standing behind a pillar -it's hide and seek at it's best- focusing for the perfect shot until we shirk away. and to add to the commotion jessica found a fly in her food which triggered off outbursts of disgust from the poor girl...she was actually crouching on the ground recoiling from her horror, which probably attracted more attention. and she was this close to complaining to mr ang while the reporter interviewed him. imagine the headlines tomorrow: latest health scare- flied rice in hwachong. ok but she settled for a refund from the muslim stall auntie. heh twas a rather amusing day larh. good kick start to school again..i guess.


char 4/10/2003 01:03:00 PM






i swear i will sue moe if i contract sars. we all know how rampant hc is with prcs. help and i vaguely recall having a relief teacher from hk/china a few weeks back. ok anyway the bottom.line is school is yucky.


char 4/10/2003 12:24:00 PM




Wednesday, April 09, 2003


school reopened for jc students.

and van ange and i walked over to chinese high today.
of all the stupid assified things to do. heh.



char 4/09/2003 08:06:00 PM




Tuesday, April 08, 2003


someone stole my three wishes away.
now i can't wish them back.


char 4/08/2003 03:44:00 PM




Monday, April 07, 2003


oh frick frick i shouldn't have seen the photo. oh God please take away my pain. help oh god.


char 4/07/2003 10:02:00 PM






bloody tired after sleeping for 3 hours last night. was out the whole day today, from 7 in the morning to 7 in the evening. woosh i wish i could just fall into deep deep slumber and never never wake up. oh and have i mentioned i absolutely hate detest and abhor organic chem. i don't know why i put myself through such torture. but oh studying at bk was fun today. and well it rigged up a whole lotta memories. anyway del do take care alright? i know it's really difficult but you'll be able to smile at all this one day. cheer up dear -hugs-


char 4/07/2003 08:56:00 PM




Saturday, April 05, 2003


i'm on a clique spree, as you can probably tell. and i realise most of them are fanlistings for cartoons! gawsh my inner child is really coming through. not that that's a bad thing though :)


char 4/05/2003 02:22:00 AM




Friday, April 04, 2003


"A persons' spirit can endure sickness, but who can endure a broken spirit?"
- Proverbs 18:14


char 4/04/2003 03:42:00 AM






there. haven't done the quiz thing in quite awhile. and may i add the picture of rafael is rather nice too. but not about to lust after an angel. ick.


char 4/04/2003 01:52:00 AM







Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing.
You want people to shape up, and you nag. But
you mean well, and you're well loved despite
it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts
even as you tell people to eat more veggies.


Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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char 4/04/2003 01:25:00 AM




Wednesday, April 02, 2003


i've got this urge to grip you by the shoulders and shake you so violently, wake up! why won't you wake up! please, for my sake, for everyone's sake! please...
but the words are merely a quiet mantra that resounds in my head.

go away.


char 4/02/2003 11:00:00 PM